SavingAlexis

The Jester entertains the king. The Jester is thought of as a fool. To embarrass himself in front of everyone for laughs, to save his life. I feel like a Jester. How long will this last? Just tell me and I'll go. I'm only there for those of you that need me. If I feel that I've done all I can, that I can no longer be there for you all then I shall leave. So, tell me you don't need me, and I will leave. If you must keep me around then do so. I feel like I must be here for you, I feel its right. So let me be there for you, and if you keep doing that, I will assume you do not need me anymore. And I'll go to the next person and ask her.

So that mood-drinking won't let me change it. Anyway. I've become lonely? I don't know. Everyone wants to leave. People need a break from me, I've become too much for them to handle. I've got them running from me...Why idk. They should just ask me to leave, instead of them all leaving. I'll leave. It's ok. Don't be afraid to tell me everything you think. Don't be afraid to hurt me. You know I'm strong right?

So sadly my inspiration disappears right when i am ready. Got the blank white paper right in front of my face and i go blank... I forgot what it is i wanted to draw? I got like 3 ideas of pictures but i dont want to do them right now. Where did that one i wanted to do go? I: